so i'm finally home now...
finished up all my finals and they went moderately well, i ended up with an A in enviro and an A- in italiano, i don't know about geo yet.
went clubbing on thursday night at tigerheat with ryan, rafi, robert, rafi's friend, and i. it was alright, i got quite drunk and ended up not going to bed until like three thirty and then waking up two hours later for work, still drunk. woot.
friday i took another final and then went to sythetic & beat it (electro & 80's)... we (ryan, justin, mikey, robert, jesse and i) saw ( dirty sanchezCollapse ) and freezepop... i like both their music but sanchez put on a waaaay better show. DINNER PARTY DINNER PARTY!
then i had to do all my goodbyes... i miss all of you a lot. sacto is so boring compared to LA, but i have a couple people here who are making it bearable.
so yea, i got some money from my mom's fiancee for finishing my first year... wOOt! ipod anyone?
sunday night i went over to kristian's with bob and we played kings and then truth or dare, and i was the only sober one, fun times. i deepthroated a banana and i was damn good too!
monday i didn't do much, went to coffee with mel and ran into miles and sara, that was a pleasant suprise. then i hung out with jeff at leo's and we watched the dangerous lives of altar boys, after leo lied and said it was funny. fucking bastard.
tuesday jeff, barret, leo and i went to go see saved! cuz i couldn't wait any longer. it was uber funny, i totally enjoyed it.
last night bob, kristian, heather brown and i went to chevy's on the river and enjoyed a sour watermelon margarita and talked about dehydrators. then i went back home to change for the club and picked barrett up at her house and we left from there. we met jeff, kristin, some girl that i apparently knew (oops), karmy! and raychel there. bob and kristian were supposed to go but they left because there was some confusion and i took too long at barrett's. since i drove i was sober again, and boy did i need a drink...
i was hoping i wouldn't see scott there because if he was that meant that he didn't want to see me otherwise he would've called me and said hey i'll see you at the club or something because we still haven't seen each other since i have been back, and he's making it pretty obvious he has no desire to see me. what the fuck. i just don't understand this whole thing at all. i don't understand how it can go from so good to so bad without anyone telling me. why the fuck can't people just say what they are thinking and not just placate the other person and keep them wondering forever... ahhh... more on this to come in a ranting entry later.
so yea, we left early cuz i really didn't feel like dancing, and i don't know if everyone else was done too or they were just saying that cuz i was visibly upset... oh well. i'm sorry to you guys if you left just cuz of me. so i got home and listened to the notwist and took four sleeping pills and slept for twelve hours. i wish i was still sleeping, but i have to take my mom to the airport in like twenty minutes... she's going to the playboy jazz festival in hollywood this weekend. looks like i will finally be able to get drunk, and boy, you don't even know how drunk i'm gonna get.
tonight bob, kristian, heather, arlo, and some questionables are gonna come over and we are gonna drunk it up.
then either friday or sat jeff and some of his friends are coming... i'm excited for it to be like old times... drunking and drunking.
okay, enough of this, i won't be updating as often because there won't be much to talk about, but if there is any excitement at all going on, i'll keep you all posted. ciao loves.
by the way, thanks to you for what you gave me. it really meant a lot to me. i'll never forget you.